An experiment. A finding of self that reclaims all of the pieces lost along the way. A reclamation of power through self awareness. A reclamation of love - love of the self, love of the body, love of humanity. Its roots are in abundance, intention, and play. It thrives on individuality and expands when we embrace each other for our uniqueness. This is Metalude. A new way of being. Of conscious connection, creation and exploration. An invitation to play. What exactly it is for me, may be different than what it is for you. There is no “right” way to do this. There is only being here, now. Feeling everything, feeling now. Intellectualizing later, way later, or maybe not at all. This is a beginning, an end and what feels like a continuation of an old, forgotten book. This page is meant to serve as a place of expression. A place to build community. A space to support healing, growth and connection. Please be gentle with it, and with me - I’ll do the same. Please bare with me on the words - I’m working on finding my voice in a sea of conditioning and that is no easy feat. Please engage with compassion first - we love love here